Are you serious?
I just found out another detail that made me glad that I stopped myself from reaching out.
Apparently, one of the people I cut off said that I didn't communicate in a healthy way and just ran off when I clearly and succinctly stated why I'm leaving, what I felt, etc.
At this point I'm like- wow. Their emotions are- or were, I don't know if it still applies- severely skewing their perception of what happened.
I am not immune to emotions coloring my perception- Objectiveness is a skill I still need to perfect- But it's frustrating that I went through great lengths to make sure that I am communicating my message well and it's still seen as lacking.
If it turned out to be about my communication during those months in general, I have done my utmost effort in replying as necessary, and have apologized repeatedly- but one of them told me I didn't come across as sincere. There's no changing their mind.
At this point, I think these people are upset that they couldn't make me grovel, or go back to how things were. Assholes, the lot of them.